En fin - musically, emotionally

You don't mean anything thing to me,
You don't... You don't...
You don't mean anything to me...

Some singer crooning away in mind... I smile. I know... The lyrics echo my thoughts. What else can I say? You were never there, when I needed you...

And like bits of a song by The Calling, "When you're gone and I need love"... Only you came along when you needed me. A hiatus of months and then an outburst of emotions...

I thought and thought... And wondered and wondered... All boiling down to Engelbert's The Last Waltz, "I wondered should I go or should I stay..." Only this time the band didn't have one more song to play.

The line sings true "And then the flame of love died in your eye, my heart was broke in two when you said goodbye." Or rather you didn't, just left me there - like a bloody spare tyre.

Only now, I sing in my head, "It's all over now, nothing left to say, just my tears and the orchestra playing. "

- Women may fake orgasms, but men can fake whole relationships...